Monday, May 16, 2016

I Owe You an Explanation...

It's evident that I owe my favorite people an explanation for MIA recently. You may have noticed if you are a follower of mine that I have been off of most all social media, including YouTube for the last month or so. This is not something I'm proud of, as I absolutely love doing videos, blogging, editing, interacting with you etc. However, I recognize that I do owe you an answer as to where I have been.

I have had to take a break from everything in my life, including the things I love. Not because I wanted to or even because I was burnt out-because I wasn't. I've just had some hectic, crazy, uncertain and scary things happen in my life. Quite frankly, until I can sort it out, I can't commit uploading.

I want to assure you that this has nothing to do with my marriage at all. Jeff has been supportive and my rock. Rather, it is other things in my life that have severely impacted me. If you subscribe to my channel, you probably have gathered that I am quite an open book. I am not opposed to the idea of addressing this journey in a video as I do believe it can help others going through similar experiences. I just personally don't feel well-equipped at this time to do so. As I am very open, I am sure that I will be sharing my experience with you in the future. I want to keep my channel a positive, happy place. However-life is not always rosy and I think its important to also share the hard times with my audience. I never want to come across like my life is perfect with no struggle. It's not.

I just wanted to say thank you for standing by me, even though I have been MIA lately. Everything is fine, everything will be fine and soon I can share in more detail. I will try to blog or use social media more throughout this process as it is a great form of healing for me. I have just decided I don't want to upload videos until I am at a good point as the expectations of the videos can contribute to the delay of my healing. So thank you so much for your understanding. I will be back and I will be back better than ever. I haven't disappeared, I haven't quit, I just need time to heal and then I'll be able to carry on in a positive direction and hopefully be inspirational to others.

I love you all soooooo much! :)


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